My first recorded song and my lifes born again.....

25th April is a very special date in itself but i should be proud on it or just be a happy person i don't know. The girl whom i loved and still i think that i love is reborn on the date, i mean this is her birthday and the funniest thing is that i cant even wish her that. a very simple question arises here, why i cant wish her, and i have a simplest answer again, i don't have her contact to wish.... and she don't like me to be contacted by. I never want to be a trouble for her and hurt myself so i restrict myself to come in her way.... just to be a happy person. 

Any way she is 18 now, and i wish her a very happy birthday... may god gives her a lot of happiness and makes me the reason of some of the happiness of her life so that i can see more killing smiles on her face.  

I have written a song for her just now, i wish i could dedicate this to her, any way some day i will do it......

Yesterday i went for a movie, VICKY DONOR. it was a very good movie. i am happy that indian cinema has also started to talk on some of the critical topics which is needed and also the audience is also taking interest on such kind of work. The acting of both Ayushman and yammi was good overall, Anu kapoor has done a fantastic work and others also did well. The script is a heart of any movie and the heart was present in good condition in the movie which was a good thing in itself otherwise nowadays the script is used to be a mr. india from the bollywood cinemas...   Liked a movie after a long.

One more thing i did in last two days, i recorded one of the song written by me in my voice without music and uploaded it on youtube..... just hoping that it gets some hits and people like it so that i can make a video of my other songs too and upload on the same media.

The time is now to have a good sleep so at last i just want to say a good night to all the sperms after all the world is full of sperms................And yes again a very happy birthday to my can be life....

Dil ki tamanna

Tamanna hai unhein pass pane ki,Nazron mein kuchh iss kadar chhupane ki,
Jamaane ki nazron se bachaane ki,
Unke raahon mein phool bichhane ki.
Hai tamanna uss dil mein bass jaane ki,
Unhein thora satane thora manaane ki,
Unki har muskaan pe mar mit jaane ki,
Unki baahon mein yunhi jhool jaane ki,

Hai tamanna unka deedaar kuchh yun pane ki,
Un nigaahon mein yunhi doob jaane ki,
Unki julfon se khel khel jaane ki,
Unke god mein sar rakh so jaane ki,
Har subah unka hi deedaar pane ki,
Raaton ko sapna unhi ka dekh jaane ki,
Unke khayalon mein kuchh yun bas jaane ki,
Unki palkon se neendein churaane ki,
Har raah mein unka saath nibhaane ki,
Unki har manzil tak unhein pahuchaane ki,
Unke har jakhm khud pe jhel jhel jaane ki,
Har haal mein khusi unhein de jaane ki,
Hai tamanna tere sang sang jee jaane ki,
Har pal mein tumhara sath nibhaane ki,
Kuchh iss tarah tera saath pane ki,
Hai tamanna teri baahon me dumm tor jaane ki.
                                                                                                                               K.R.Vidyarthy

Am Happy singing those lines......

Good Evening Everyone, every one means everyone in the world, whop don't read my posts, and if I am lucky to have some readers then to them too. Any way the day was same as always, a boring and ... boring day. Whole the day i kept thinking about the publishers, my menu script, new book and the songs but the best part was that i couldn't think of a word at all. Whole the time i wondered that what should i think, but not any conclusion i ended with. 

Yesterday i was a bit worried about my the menu script i send to publishers but today it was looking okay after i read a blog by author Harsh Snehanshu, one of my favorite. Any way just waiting for the positive response from any of the publisher. how ever my fiction is a mad love story, but still i am in doubt that some one will accept that or not for publishing. I have edited the work four times after completing but still i want to edit it to make sure that i get published some day. And also praying from the god that give me strength for the same. I hope everything will be fine. 

I am a very new person in writing field, just an year old. I havent a very good language but only a passion for writing, and i will keep doing this. I have already started writing my untitled fiction which will take two more months to complete at least. And will keep doing this without any expectation.

Today, no.... right an hour ago, i was singing the songs which i have written, and i was glad to hear it in my voice. Though i was not so serious while writing those but still those are turned out to be very touching ones. Hope one day i will reach publicly with my songs too. After doing this all, one thing comes in my mind and that is "I AM ALSO TALENTED ERR, I CAN ALSO DO SOMETHING CREATIVE.... AND SOMETHING IS THERE IN ME TOO TO CHEER ABOUT"

Did i do something wrong...

I am wondering today, Did i do something wrong. Was I had to be patience.  Now what if i was at wrong side. No answers for my questions.

I was googling today for the publisher and all query. Most of the places or articles said that I must have sent the menu script to an agent first, it could be  good way to get a publisher. And if want to send a publisher directly make sure that your work is professionally edited and don't ever send the menu script to many publishers at the same time. It shows that you don't have patience and your not professional.

Now what, i have done a lot of mistakes. First i didn't sent the menu script to an agent. Second i sent this unedited thing to publishers directly and that too to more then one. Now i am afraid about a lot of things.  Yes am not a professional, though a bigginer. But want a good career and make people entertain with my writings. 

Now only god can help me, my part i have done already my be it was right or wrong.

Bechain Dil.....

Here is the latest poem which i have posted on my site and yes here too....just read and comment if you like it....

Bechain Dil 

Aaj subah se hi pata nahin kyun,
Dil mein ek bechaini si hai...
Pata nahin kyun Tumhaara khayal
Reh Reh ke dil ko sata saa jaata hai,

Aankhein tarap si uthti hain tumhaare deedaar ko,
Tumhei paas paane ko man machal saa jaata hai...

Tanha saa bhatakta raha andheron mein Raat bhar,
Ek aash thi Dil mein ke subah fir se aayegi,
Subah ki kirno aur panchhiyon ke chehchahaane ke saath,
Man mera yunhi sawar sawar saa jaata hai...

Bhatakte bhatakte tanha raaston mein,
Tmanna si jagti hai tere saath saath chalne ki,
yun to manzil aise bhi paa lengey hum,
par abhi man kabhi sambhal to kabhi fisal saa jaata hai,

Ankhein jab bhi band hoti hain raaton mein kabhi,
Sapno mein aake baatein tum hi kar jaati ho,
Keh jaati ho fir aaogee mujhse milne,
Tumhaare intezaar mein saara hi din guzar saa jaata hai,

Garmiyon ki kadi dhoop mein chhaon ki tarah,
Karkaraati thand mein alaao ki tarah,
Tujhpe aane waale har jakhm har museebat,
Khud pe jhel jaane ko dil kar saa jaata hai,

Tumhein palkon mein kuchh iss kadar chhupa kar,
Tumhein sabki nazron se bachaane ko dil karta hai,
Dil mein jitne bhi khwaab hain tumhaare,
Un sab ko poora karne ko man kar saa jaata hai,

Tumhei har dam muskuraate dekhte rehna,
Tumhaari jheel si aankhon mein doob jaane ko man karta hai,
Tumhein paas paane ko jee karta hai,
Tumhein duniyaan ki har khusi de jaane ko jee karta hai....
Kundan R. Vidyarthy

struggling.....

Hmmmm..... A very boring Sunday is going to finish after all. I have just finished writing my another song and now want to give some rest to my tired mind. last week was a bit of mix for me. First my sister got an accident and my niece too. Thank got not much damage was done. Now they are perfectly fine after a weeks treatment. Just a little pain in the jaw of my sister is still there. My niece is fine now. The whole week i spent in looking after them. A Day for my friends too. No movies and not much fun this week. Hope it will come for sure in the upcoming weeks. 

Coming to my professional career, I am still waiting for the first positive reply for my Novel, I wish.....Life gives me one more chance. One rejection i have already got, but still a belief is there inside that the work will get published someday. In the mean time i have started working on my second fiction novel which will be based on a murder and a love story, as far as it is now. It may go other way in the process. I will surely make it a worth reading which will grab readers mind through the end. Just wish me luck for that.

As i write my poems and songs too, mostly romantic, i want those song to reach all the public. but not getting the way out of it. Should i sing it by myself and post it on youtube, i am still wondering about. The poems are there which i can publish out here and on my website too, which i will soon be starting..... And hope you all will read it and like it too......

Love you all.....good night and sweet dreams.....

Rejection started just now.

    In my love life didn't proposed any one just because of that i was scare of rejection. But in writing just now i faced one rejection. I wrote a good love story and sent it to some of the publishers. And one reply came, just now.... They say ,"it does not fit our publishing profile and hence we won’t be able to undertake the same for publication.". Feeling so bad right now, wish that some one can be here to give me some hope. But as i am lone in my life my life so i have to face it by myself. And will Face it. 

   I started working on my second fiction yesterday. But all the so called josh is gone right now. I am not the person who gives up on the things to just let it happen. I will make my menu script better and find one publisher, it was the first rejection, let see how many rejects.... Hope that at least some one ask me for the full menu script. If one do so and reads the full menu script, am sure that he will like it. I will not leave it, i will work on it and get success. 

   My struggle in the writing field have just started, wish me luck to face it and go through it. Some day or the other i will surely come in the sight of readers and my books will be in the hand of indians.

At last just want to say that.......
                                          Himmat kar di jab aagey badh jaane ki, to darna kya aandhiyon se...
                                          Manjil par pahunche Bina Haar nahin maanengey..... 

M back....

Helloooo guys... M back on the blogger again, after a long time... i know there was no one missing me here, coz no one actually reads my blogs but still it feels good when i write something out here. 

Now one question will arise, if i like posting out here then where i was in last some days. Why didnt i posted anything. And i have the answer, not an excuse..... I was busy writing.... i was writing my first fiction work, just for you all.. i completed it yesterday and i am here again. I have written a love story hope publishers like it and ive an opportunity to read the readers, hope you will too like it....... i have sent the menuscript to some of the publishers, fingers crossed for that..... just praying for you all that you too get a chance to read my work.... and encourage me to write more and more so that i can entertain you all and give you some more must read novels in your hand.Now finding another good topic and story line to write on, and i will start working on other fiction work very soon. Coz i think without writing i can not live. Today i haven't wrote any thing, and whole day i got bored. Just want some encouragement and some appreciation too. Of course some positive attention of Publishers too.

one more thing i did in last days, i completed my 40 poems, in which some looks like a song. I dont know you will like it or not so i havent posted it anywhere till now. All the poems are romantic and love poems, some are sad too.....i like writing sad ones...... i will continue doing those all writing things which gives me happiness coz writing is my passion.

Other then my writing works, no improvement in my life till. Neither my love story is moving nor my professional life. My friends are too getting away from me. But no one is far away, they all live in my heart. I love them all.

Love you all, good night......will be back soon..... and hope to get some part of love from you all........Sweet dreamzz.....................