Thursday 15 December 2011

unending wait....


Yeah, now it feeling like its winter. A sense of coldness has just got in the wind of Kolkata, and the feeling is great after a long time. We were just waiting for the time when a feel of winter came in Kolkata. Any way, nothing good was going on in Rohan’s life a few months before.
Rohan is a very young and talented boy. He has set up some rules to live his life. But according to a movie sarkaar, “ Jo apne usool pe chalet hain unhein uski keemat chukaani parti hai”, so rohan is also paying for that. from my point of view, the people who follow certain rules in life, are bound to be successful.
Rohan also thinks the same. He is from a middle class family background. His parents are very good but he never got the support he wanted from them. But still he is a person who never gives up, and has confidence in himself.
He have not got a damn good news for which he can get happy enough in last two years, but still he smiles every time hiding his all the emotions. He haven’t got a small success in what he wanted but still he is trying hard to get it. He always listen to everyone but no one is there who can understand him, and he never complain for that.
But one day he seems very happy. I thought he has got some special news from somewhere.
“ hey Rohan, what’s up buddy, looking happy.” I asked him
 He spoke nothing just came to me and hugged me.
“yeah I have something to tell you, just sit here” he said.
He shares everything to me, every bit happens in his life. He told me that finally he is feeling that someone special is soon going to enter his life. The girl of his dream, the girl whom he loves from two long years but never said to her. The girl with which he can spent his whole life without worrying about anything.
“So you are happy just for it feels like it will happen, don’t be too exited buddy” I said in a low voice. I know his luck, every time the good happenings have just turned his way after seeing him on the way.
“Yeah buddy, you can understand that, not a damn news came from a decade in my life, so just a feeling getting me exited” he was on his usual calm and cool tone.
But I don’t have believe on Rohan’s luck. It can turn away at any moment.
And I was right. Next day he was the worst Rohan I saw when I visited him. When asked, he told me that he was wrong, she don’t like him, she has a problem in everything I do.
“hey, you are low for a girl who doesn’t even care for you” I tried to console him.
“ no way, I didn’t ever expected that she likes me and will come my way, but I loved her and cared for her and will do the same. But I am low for the fact that why then she behaved like what she didn’t mean by heart, I thought she is a sensitive girl and good at her but she don’t even care for the people who is important to her but any way I still love her”
I met him the next day. He is again the same boy with a smiling face who meets everyone with a passion. But I know that he is waiting for the same girl still, knowing that she may not come.
I will be very happy if it happens. Hope that god help him.