Muskuraati subah

मुस्कुराती हुई हो सुबह तेरी,
मुस्कुराते ही हर शाम गुज़रे,
चाँद कर दे जहाँ तेरा रौशन,
रात तारों भरी तेरी गुज़रे,
फूल ही फूल तेरी नज़र
में हो,
ना चुभे तुमको कांटे
कभी भी,
भर दे खुशियों से रब
तेरा दामन,
है दुआ मेरी हर सांस
गुज़रे,
भूलना ना हमें है गुजारिश मेरी,
भूल जाऊं तुम्हें हो ये सकता नहीं,
दूर हों गर कहीं हम किसी मोड पर,
अपनी यादों में हर याद गुज़रे,
ना तेरी ना मेरी ये
हमारी रहे,
देख के ये
जहाँ हमको जलता रहे,
राह कर देंगे आसान
हम तेरी,
मंजिलों पे तेरी शाम
गुज़रे,
दोस्ती ये हमारी आज की है नहीं,
ये रहेगी मेरी सांस जब तक चले,
अपनी बातों में हर बात गुज़रे,
बस यूँही अपनी हर शाम गुज़रे.

We never stop believing friends.

Friendship, is a word on which we don't think much and believe instantly what friends say. We leave all our works and run to friends whenever they call us. We don't think of a reason in friendship. But sometimes we pay for this blind faith. Due to some selfish people we start doubting the friendship. One of my friends Chandan had to pay for this. Another one who ditched him was also one of our better friends.
Chandan works in a steel plant in goa. He is a happy fellow, and has built a very good reputation among the other staff members, even the boss used to impressed with him. One day Rajesh calls him and ask him to help finding a job. Chandan offers Rajesh to come to Goa and he will arrange everything. And Chandan talks to his boss and boss agrees eventually. But in last moments Rajesh backs to come to Goa. Anyway Chandan don't complain for this and get busy in his work.
Not far from that incident, the company goes bankrupt and all the employees loose their job. Chandan is not an exception. But he is brave and strong enough to recover this shock.
In the process to find a new job he comes to know that Rajesh is working somewhere in Mumbai. So he calls Rajesh and request to help which Rajesh promises to. Next day Rajesh calls and asks Chandan to come down to Mumbai. Chandan agrees as he believed in his friendship.
Next day Chandan takes a train to Mumbai. 4 o'clock is the sheduled arrival of the train so at noon he calls Rajesh just to tell him where he have reached. But no One picks up the call. He calls again but the same response. He don't mind and thinks that he may be busy and will call later. Half an hour passed but no return call. Chandan was getting restless as the arrival time was coming closer. He was wasting his battery but Rajesh was not receiving the call. Finally he reached the unknown place where he finds no Rajesh to receive him. He waited but it was all waste. Rajesh neither came nor gave him any  call or message.
Chandan eventually gets in a tough situation where he dont know what to do and where to go. He didn't know anyone in this new city. He couldn't get back as not any down train was available. He had to wait there on the station for 8 more hours to get the train back to Goa.
Juice is that Rajesh cheated. At least he must have come to receive his friend. Any way these all thing keep happening but we never stop believing the word friend. Yes, we do stop believing some person though.

SRK and my tweets

SRK: Ye bhi achha hai ki ab kehne
ko kuchh bhi nahin.......
Bewajah khamosh rehna, ye
bhi koi baat hui....?.Dont
analyse the poem... enjoy ıt.
Me: @iamsrk Chahu sunta rahu Tere dil ki dhadkan jab tak hai jaan...
Ab tum inn adaaon se Maar daalo ye bhi koi baat hui.
Me: @iamsrk Har baar teri or badhte ye kadam tham jaate hain tumhe dekhte hi...
Ek baar tum in labon se mera naam na lo ye bhi koi baat hui.
Me: @iamsrk Ye phool ye hawaayei ye panchhiyan kar rahi hai tumse minnatei...
Tumhari aadat inki na sun ne ki ye bhi koi baat hui...
Me: @iamsrk Khamoshiya teri nazro ki kabhi samajh na paaye hum...
Yunhi nazrei zhuka lo tum ye bhi koi baat hui...

Last one which I dint tweet
Mana k hum achhe nahi tukbandi me..
Par humari baat ko yunhi nazarandaaz karo ye bhi koi baat hui.

Reservation: right or wrong??

Reservation policy in India. What do you think. It is right or wrong. If right then by what extent. If wrong than why we are supporting. I thought a lot over it. But i couldn't find the usefullness of this policy here. My thoughts may be wrong. But I don't see any profit for the mango people.
Today reservation system is every where. From admissions in school and colleges to jobs in any government sector. From elections to the number of members in parliament. Every where reservation have grown up its feet. Our government decides on the basis of cast not on the talent or ability. It effects directly to the upper cast and the quality of works done.
Our government don't get tired saying that in India every cast must be treated same, we are Indians and there is not any difference between any of its civilian. I agree upon this. But at the same time if every one is same and must be treated equally than why there is reservation for sc or st. On the time of declaring reservation they forget that every one is same? Aren't they doing dual behavior with the normal Indians. And all just because of their own profits not for the public. One side they sound Indians saying all is same to prove themselves better on the graph and on the other hand they keep doing stunts like reservation policy and all just to grab the vast vote bank of the lower cast or Muslims. They don't do this for the profit of the public but doing this they are actually creating distance between the uniqueness or Unity of India. Just they are following the path of English, divide and rule.
The public is also fool, they get happy with such declarations without even thinking the real effect of these kind of declarations. We Indians are in loss at the end of the day.
We are Indians and every Indian must get the equal opportunity without any differences. We don't need any reservation. We have talent and ability to prove ourselves at any level. These kind of actios from government distract us. And the government must remember this, they can't fool us always with these kind of stunts. No one can break our unity. They don't make us but we do. We create government and they must not forget this.
We are one country, one cast and thats humanity, one language and one religion that's too humanity. Jay hind Jay Bharat.

The lonely caravan

Once there was a caravans. Many people were there in that caravan. Of different age groups. Heading on an empty road. Very calm that caravan was. No one was talking like no one knows how to talk. All were sad. All in a sad caravan that was with a pin drop silence in there. Marching ahead leaving the traces of their tears. A very unique caravan.
This was not a usual one, had a history behind it. Once a lonely person stepped up on this empty road, leaving all his people who never cared for him. He was sad coz he was leaving them. And crying because no one tried to stop him. He kept walking. Soon another lonely person stepped on the same path and joined him. But no one spoke to each other, they were so sad. Thus one by one lonely people joined and thus formed the caravan. To say they were walking in a caravan but actually they were still alone with their own thoughts.
After a long journey on the same path they saw a young boy is coming from the other end. He was looking happy. How can he be so happy alone, they thought. The boy stopped near them and asked that where are they going. We don't know, one of them said. Where the path will take us, another answered. The happy looking boy adviced them not to go ahead coz the path has no end and they will get tired walking. He asked them to come with him.
They rejected the offer and asked why he was happy. The boy smiled again and answered,"I was also a lonely person while I was going on this path. I got tired and stopped at a place Under a big tree. I saw a bird sitting on the branch of that tree. Soon another one joined him from other tree and they flew away together. I thought that I am not the only who is hurt. I am not the only who alone. Many like me there in this world. So if birds can do this why we can't. Why we lonely people cant get together and be happy making our own world. So I got back to find sad and lonely people and spread some smiles. But why you all looking so sad." he finished asking another question.
The caravan people were surprised. They thought that they are so many and still not happy. They felt fool. They were Impressed with the boy. They joined the boy in making another happy world.
Now the caravan was moving back with one more people. They were smiling now. They were heading towards a new future to spread some smile.
N. A: never think that you are alone, there are many like you. So always find the reason to be happy. And spread smiles over the lips which think they are alone.

Hindi: ek sawaal??

Sabse Pehle maafi chahta hu ke main devnagri lipi ka upyog kisi kaaran wash nahi kar paas raha hu.
Aaj hinDi diwas hai. Mere man me wo ek sawal fir se uth khara  hua hai ke kya Hindi sirf kehne ke liye hamari rashtriya bhasa hai? Kya hum Hindi ko sirf Hindi diwas pe hi yaad karenge jaise ki use shradhanjali de rahe ho? Kya Hindi itihaas ke panno me dab ke reh jaaegi? Kya sach me hamari apni Hindi kuchh Dino kI mehmaan hai? Jaisa mahaul banta jaa raha hai us se to saari baatei sach hoti dikh rahi hain mujhe. Angreji ke dhun me hamari bhasa kahin gum si hui jaa rahi hai.
Aaj chahe tabka Chhota ho ya Bada, har koi chahta hai ke unke bachche English medium school Me padhe. Is se koi aapakta nahI hau lekin dard tab hota haI jab log ek vishay Hindi ko nazarandaaz kar dete hain. Hindi naa aata ho koi baat nau lekin Angreji aani chahye. Kuchh log ghar se bahar nikalte hi Hindi ko chhor Angreji ka daaman thaam lete hain. Aakhir Kyun? Kyun unhei sharam si aati hai apni bhasa bolte hue. Kuchh log Jo Hindi ko tarzeeh dete hain unhei heen bhawana ke saath kyu dekha jaata hai. Hindi na bola ho koi paap kar diya ho. Angreji ko Kyun ek status symbol ke roop me dekha jaata hai. Mujhe to aaj tak samajh nahi aaya ke hum dusro ke kapre pehen itna khus kyu hote hain.
Vidyalayo aur mahavidyalayi me pabandI si laga Di gayi hai Hindi bolne par. Sansad me Angreji bhasa boli jaati hai. Yahan tak ki humare uchch aur sarvochch nyayalayo Me dalilei tak firangiyo ke andaaz me diye jaate hain. Main sochta hu to gussa v aata hai aur hasi bhi. Fir Khud pe sharam si aa jaati hai aur sar jhuk jaata hai.
Kya humari bhasa firangi bolted hain? Kya koi aur desh apni bhasa chhod kar koi aur bhasa apnata hai. To fir hum Kyun aisa kar rahe hain. Main ye nahi kehta Angreji tyag karo lekin hindi ko Kyun kachra samajh rahe ho. Angreji antarrashtriya bhasa hai. Humei aani chahye aur jarurat padne par Uska upyog bhi Karna aavashyak hai. Kintu apni bhasa ka apmaan kahan tak sahi hai.
Hindi hindustaan ki bhasa hai aur Humei uspe na sirf garv hona chahye balki use bolne me bhi fakhra mehsus Karna chahye. Hindi bhasiyo ko samman ki nazar se dekhna chahye. Hindi humari hai aur hum Hindi ke hain. Humara kartavya hai ise sambhal ke rakhna chahye. Ise banaye rakhna hai. Main ummeed karta hu k Hindi ki dasa badlegi aur fir se hum apni bhasa ko Apna lengey.
Jay hind. Jay Hindi.

Maa....

Maa... Meri Maa.
O Maa... Meri Maa.
Aaja chhup jaaun main.
Tere aanchal tale.

Aa na maa, meri Maa.
Lag raha darr mujhe.
Main andhero mein hu.
Shaam se bin Tere.

Loriyaan...
Thapkiyaa...
Teri baahon k jhoole.

Daantna...
Galtiyon pe...
Pyaar se phir manaana.

Chot.
Mujhko lagey.
Dard hota tujhe tha.

Rota tha.
Tera dil.
Kuchh v hota mujhe tha.

Paas fir se bula le.
Rota hai dil Tere bin.
Rakh ke sar god mein.
Fir se so jaaun main.

Aa na maa meri maa
Lag raha darr mujhe.
Main andhero mein hu.
Shaam se bin Tere.

Door jabse hu tujhse.
Tabse soya nahin hu.
Hasne ki baat chhodo.
Main to roya nahi hu.

Thak gaya hu chalte chalte.
Saansei thamne lagi hain.
Raahei ruk si gai hain.
Manzil dhundhli Pari hai.

Teri mamta ka saaya .
Haath Rakh de sar pe fir se.
Thapkiyaa de sulaa de.
Loriyaan fir suna de.

Aa na maa. mari maa.
Lag raha darr mujhe .
Main andhero mein hu.
Shaam se bin Tere.

And I resigned.

Destiny, some people don't believe in such words and some do. But sometimes or the other destiny play such games that we have to walk on the which destiny chose for us anyway.
I never believed that such things exist in this busy competitive world. I always did what was decided by some people. I never had a choice to listen to my heart or to think by myself. In school days always busy with the classes and the books. A boring kid I was who never played, never talked, never smiled may be. And to girls, never gave them a look. I was afraid of them may be.
All the hard work with books paid of and I got another four years to spent with books and experimentation in IIT. Result favored me and I was getting a six digit salary from an MNC. I was getting everything for which a middle class Indian wish for. But something very important was missing in my life. The smile, I forgot when I laughed last time. I was still a boring person. A person without a friend and time for the family. Always got complaint from mom dad and my younger sister. I never had a time for them to talk and to sit with them. Can't help me anyway. 14 hours of work almost. And after such a tiring day less energy to do some other things. I was having a life of slave.
I never dreamt. Never had a goal in my life. I just carried on doing what I was said. Good grades for good salary. Never got time for myself. I kept on working and achieving for the company without any complaint.  But I was certainly not enjoying it.
32 years of age and not any attended party in my list. A lot of times thought to run away from everything and live a life the way I want to but I was not that lucky to listen my heart. I was tired from this life. The life in which I always missed. I was just alive nOt living.
One morning I got a bit early for my office, left the car at home. On the way , I saw a happy couple. I wished a life like that. I wished that some one loves me and always be by my side. I saw some kids playing. I never did that. I was getting jealous of those kids. Every little thing was laughing on me I felt. Every one was making a joke on me.
Why I can't be the part of this smiling world. Why i cant be happy. Why can't I Do something for myself. Why cant i have some friends. Why can't i spent time with my loving family.
I decide for the first time. Just for myself. I listened to my heart for the first time. I wrote a letter and reached my office, first time I was late. Directly went to the boss' cabin. Before he could scold me for coming late, I placed the letter on his desk. That was my resignation. I got out of the office feeling a lot better.
There are a lot of people who dont get a chance to smile for some or the other reason. I made my goal to spread some smile. To make some people happy. I wanted to learn how to live a life.
I smiled and put a step forward towards the happiness.

Broken smiles.

<p>6 a.m. Get up from bed and get ready for the school.<br>
7 a.m. To 1p.m school.<br>
1:30 to 3 p.m. Tution class.<br>
3 p.m to 5 p.m. Music class or sports class.<br>
5: 30 to 7:30 p.m. Another Tution class. <br>
8 to 10 p.m. Study.<br>
10:30 go to bed.<br>
Ten years ago it was really an easy and stressless life for students especially childrens. They used to enjoy their life. They used to enjoy every bit what they used to do. Their study too. And still they used to do well in each department. Most importantly they were smiling kids. <br>
But now, its a different story altogether. The upper shedule is of a ten years old boy of fifth standard. Always he is busy with his shedule. I don't remember his voice as he never speak. Never smile. I doubt he knows how to smile or not. He is not happy as he is not enjoying anything. How can he be happy? I mean such a pressure. How can a ten year old boy hold such a pressure. <br>
He is trying his best but at the end nothing goes his way. At the end he has to get scolding from his parents. If someone does well then is it right for the cost of smile and life's happiness. <br>
Today parents push a child in the competition even before s/he opens the eyes for the first time in the world. Competition, competition and competition. Every parent want their child in the first row. Everyone want their child to be Einstein or tendulkar. But at the same time they forget that parents of these greats didn't force them for anything. <br>
I know competition is there. But in these we are losing the smile. The smile which used to be the refreshing element in our life. The smile for which we could do anything in the world. Now its hard to find such smile. Somewhere these competetive world is winning over all important smile.
Do we have any right to do this? No way, I mean how can we do this. But the truth is we are doing this. We are getting the smile away from our childs. For me happiness comes first. The smile comes first no matter I get it after losing or winning. I can be happy without a four wheeler but if my younger ones are having a stressfull life I can't be happy.
I need that smile back on the cute faces. Hate the competetion which breaks the smile.

I am not so strong.

I am not so strong as I show.
As I never let my tears flow.
I try to be smiling all the time.
All because I just wanna see you glow.

Whenever I see you crying alone.
What I feel inside you will never know.
I just wanna be with you always.
Whether I have to walk fast or sometimes slow.

I wanna cry whenever you are not around.
I too get scared of darkness and emptiness.
I try to be with you all the time.
Coz I know how it feels in loneliness.

I too have pain somewhere in my heart.
I too have a lot to share with someone.
All the time I keep listening never tell.
I know how it feels when listen to you no one.

I am not as strong as I look.
I too need someone to walk with.
I too need a shoulder to cry on.
I too need a lap to sleep In.

Sometimes I too wants to shout.
I never wanna be a part of the crowd.
I too feel to empty my heart under the blue sky.
When its raining and sound of it is too loud.

I too feel bad when someone gets me wrong.
Sometimes I too like to listen sad song.
I too deserve everything in my life.
Don't know why? Always I have to wait so long.

It hurts when someone ignores me.
Dont I have right to do the things what I wish to.
I also laugh, cry, walk and sleep.
Why dont they understand I am also a human being.
       by k.r.v.

Duality of humans

Well, we are humans. The most wonderful creation of god. The most clever animal ever. We have emotions as not other animal have this quality. But at the same time humans have the most complecated thinking too. Humans are dual in nature. Humans think dual in nature. I have not just seen it but I have observed it too. We can see it in our daily life. Around us there we can see many example.
Assume you are having a quarrel with some one. And you say that you belong to a good family and you don't want a war. Just see the reaction from the other side. It can be like, I have more deciplined family than you. Or, I too don't have time to quarrel with you. Or, what do you think I am a villain. Or something like to prove he is better than you.
Now say just the opposite. Like you say " you know who I am. I can kidnapp you and you will not eveb know it. I can destroy you in no time". Now see the reaction. He will try to prove he is a superior villain than you. Its true and its human nature

Take another example. Father of a girl at the time of her marriage. He wants her daughter to be married in a high society family. He wants to give the less dowry. Wants the boy to be in control of his daughter. And many more comfort for the daughter. At the same time. Same father at the time of his son's marriage. He demand the hIghest dowry no matter how good or bad the son is. He never want to accept a girl from the low society. If his son gives more attention to his wife, they dont like it and starts insulting both the son and the daughter in law. Many more opposite things happens. No matter how much a boy tease the girls he don't like to his daughter to be teased. Great. Many more such things we can see around. Many more examples which show that we are dual in nature. We respond differently according to our own convenience at the same situation. We know it but always ignore. Just because we are selfish. We always see the profitables just for us. We love the same thing if its for us and hate it the most if its not for us. Someone is awesome if he helps us and the worst if he don't. We judge people according to our need, not to his/her ability. We expect to get help in need and don't want to help if someone is in problem. We want our friends to be always with us but at the same time don't even give him/her a call if s/he is far away. Or don't even ask about his health. We always think he will call but don't have time to dial. We are humans. We learn from mistakes. But sometimes ignore it too. Knowing all we don't want to change it. We can never change I. Fact. Humans will always be dual. If it changes it will be best thing which can happen. Hope it will.

I never loved you

I am now 23. A much better thought I have developed. Though nOt matured and I love what I am.like

I have never been in relationship in my 23 years. I have enjoyed my status 'single '. But if be true, its heartbreaking sometimes. I have felt alone sometimes. I have felt crying sometimes and got no shoulder to cry on. I have missed that consoling voice sometimes. But the reality is I never got one. I always thought myself very lucky to have some great friends and really I am. But always they can't be with me to make me smile if I am sad. To make me feel better in my bad times. They are with me but they have their own life too and I don't complaint for that. coming on love. Its not that I never falled in love. Its not that someone never loved me. its just that I couldn't love anyone. Its just that i always thought I loved you but still I doubt that. May be I love you, may be I don't. May be you too love me. its just that I couldn't say it. May be I was afraid of saying or I never got confirmed that I really love you. sometimes I feel for you and sometime its all look bullshit. sometime i cry for you and sometime i hate you for no reason. sometime i pray for you abd sometime i dont even want ti give you a look. I never had a clear thought for you ib my heart. May be i loved you but you couldnt make that feeling strong in my heart. Its not that you are not beautiful. you are. very beautiful. I like you. I love you if you are the way i think or may be you dont deserve me as your life companion. May be i too dont deserve you but i never regret that. just because i know what i am, not because i am confused about you. i loved you may be but always been a confused feeling. i never undestood this part of my life. Never understood you. you are confusing. may b i never loved you. Anyway, best part is that i learnt writing. You were my inspiration in writing 75 songs and two romantic novels. I am sure i will b able to complete my third book too and yoi will be the reason. Thanks for that. Its all confusing. Next time i will.try to be clear.