I am angry

I am very angry right now and only way to get rid of my anger is writing. I don't have a better way to express it. I want others to feel my anger.
Some days ago i decided that i will not write another love story for a while now. But some real incidents are really forcing me to write it. I wish i could kick them out of the world. They dont deserve to be in this beaitiful world. And I will write another novel which will be the mixture of love, hate, murder, politics and the currupt sustem.
A week ago a love story came into news. They made it a political issue after they found a dead body which was recognized as the lover boy. The bad elements of politics destroyed a lot of the public properties. Police was not less, all the mistakes was theirs. In these police killed three another. Later they found that the first dead body was not of the lover boy. C.M took the responsibility of the incident.
Now currupt system and law is showing its real face. They are arresting innocent people for no reason. Just to hide their mistakes.
No one is asking about the dead bodies now. No one cares about the deads.
I just hate this system. And feeling to kill all those who is trying to cheat the innocence and against the love.

वो दिन हमारे ही थे

वो दिन हमारे ही थे,
पर आज कुछ है खो गया,
वो राह अब सुनसान है,
जिस राह हम संग थे चले,

अछे थे हम नादान थे,
हर बात से अनजान थे,
एक हमारा था जहाँ,
और अपने थे वो पल,

उस पल में खुशियाँ थी बहुत,
और गम भी थे कई,
पर जो अपना साथ था,
उस गम की क्या औकात थी,

फिर याद आता है मुझे,
थे बाग में जब हम गए,
शाम होने तक जहाँ पे,
हमने की थी मस्तियाँ ,

याद है हर शाम को,
जहाँ हम थे अड्डा मारते,
चाय पीते थे जहाँ पर,
और लरकी छेरते,

वो दिन हमारे ही थे,
और अपना था जहाँ,
साथ जब होते थे हम,
बांधते थे एक शमां ,

वो बात ही कुछ और था,
जब हमारा साथ था,
क्या क्या ना हमने था किया,
सबको हमपे नाज़ था,

राज़ की एक बात है,
हम लड़े थे कई दफा,
होते खफा हम भी बहुत थे,
पर उसमें भी एक प्यार था,

एक बात है सबसे छुपी,
थी हमने जब थोरी सी पी,
की थी कितनी मस्तियाँ,
यूँही हमने रात भर,

वो दिन भी हमको याद है,
जब गए थे हम बिछड,
बाद जिसके हमने काटी ,
अनमनी ही ये सफर,

काश! लौटा दे हमें फिर ,
दिन थे अपने जो कभी,
फिर ना उनको खोने देंगे,
खुद पे इतना है यकीन.

       कुंदन आर विद्यार्थी.

Wo Sisakti laash

Wo sisakti laash.
Pari hui hai us charpai par.
Man me kuchh sawal liye.
Av v soch raha hai apni galtiyo ko.

Wo galti thi ya uski nadani.
Sayad galti hi thi Jo use ye saza mili.
Galti nahi Usne to gunah kiya tha.
Us bachhe ne to pyaar kiya tha.

par use kaha pata tha zamane ka dastoor.
kuchh Palo me hi ho gaya masuhoor.
hai se tha ho gaya.
Pichhe chhod gaya apni sarkAti lash ko.

Achha hua sar gayab tha.
Warna dekh nahi pata apnI haalat Khud.
Khub koshta zamane ko.
Bichara fir se mar jaata.

Uski siskiya koi sun nahi pa raha hai.
Sayad sab soch rahe hai k sarkAti lash hai kya roega.
Sab to apni rotiya sek rahe hai uski maut se.
Uske jakhmo ko Kyun bhala koi dhoega.

Av to ye suruaat hai.
Ant ka kisi ko pata nahi.
Soch raha hai para hua.
Kyun mili ssza jab khata nai.

Bichara use kya pata k yahi hota hai.
Sachha hi aaj rota hai.
Jhute yunhi maje lete hai.
Bhalai karne wala hi khota hai.

Ab roj hungame hongey uski maut ko.
Morche banengey vote gine jaengey.
Aadhe udhar aur Aadhe idhar.
Aawaj uthegi to daba diye jaengey.

Bharkengey dangey.
Chalengi goliyaan.
Jaanch ke aadesh aur.
Rajnetaaon ki boliyaan.

Kuchh aur marengey.
Laasho ka ambaar lagega.
High alert aur red alert ghosit hoga.
Adhikari badley jaaengey.

In sabke beech pis rahi hai ye lash.
Soch rahI hai uski maut se kiski jeet hui.
Jaanta hai koi uski nahi sunega.
Saayad kuchh din aur yunhi sisakta rahega.

नाराज़

ए आसमा के तारे,
ए चाँद ए नज़ारे.
देखा कहीं है तूने,
मेरे यार को बता दे.

वो जान है जो मेरी,
नाराज़ थोड़ा मुझसे.
सुन ए हवा उसे तू,
मेरे लिए मना ले.

वो है ज़रा सी भोली,
मीठी सी उसकी बोली.
तन्हाइयों में होगी,
बैठी कहीं अकेली.

उसको खबर नहीं है,
मैं भी यहाँ हूँ तनहा,
उसके बिना है मेरी,
ये ज़िंदगी अधूरी.

सुन बाग़ की ए कलियाँ,
जब भी यहाँ वो आये,
कांटे न चुभाना उसको,
रखना उसे संभाले.

ए असमा के तारे,
ए चाँद ए नज़ारे.
देखा कहीं है तुने,
मेरे यार को बता दे.

कलियों सी है वो नाज़ुक,
होगी नज़र झुकाए.
फिजाओं में रंग भर दे,
जब भी वो मुस्कुराए.

पहचान लोगे उसको,
देखोगे जब उसे तुम.
नज़रों में उसने मेरी,
तस्वीर है छुपाये.

ए पंछियों ए भवरे,
ज़रा दूर उड़ के देखो.
और ढून्ढ के मुझे तू,
उसका पता बता दे.

ए आसमा के तारे,
ए चाँद ए नज़ारे.
देखा कहीं है तुने,
मेरे यार को बता दे..
   Kundan Vidyarthy.

Our government: Running from responsibility.

I never have an interest in Indian politics. But when it comes to our country, yes I have all the rights to say for the good of our country. Not only me, but every Indian must say what they feel and whenever they need. If our government is taking a good decision we must support but at the same timeif they are at wrong and they are doing something which is not good for the country or country men, we must oppose it too. Its not just the politicians work but ours too.
A very few people take interest in the economic system or situation of the country. I personally never understood it. Thanks to news channels and newspaper that sometimes I get to read it. And I wonder about the decisions taken by the government to improve the Indian economy (as they say). May be they are right is there not any other way? I guess there is. And so called politicians must be knowing those options too but they are ignoring it. Why? Only they know.
Last time when the world crashed economically, we were the survivers. And I am not sure that this is going to be same when it crashes again as they are implementing new plans (borrowed).
From last few days I am continuously hearing about FDI's, LPG prices, petroleum prices and all. And everyday the prices of everything is trying to achieve a new height. I don't have any problem with any kind of decision provided they really improve our economy which I don't see at all. One more news that government is selling all those lands which is not in use, shame on Them (the government).
I don't understand where the funds are going so that they are in a situation to sell those properties. If they do what they say, what's the guarantee that tbe economic conditions will improve and it will remain in good position. Not any I guess. Nothing comes with a guarantee tag today.
So the question is why these decisions while we have some better ways. Look at this in following ways:---
(1). Indian soil has the capacity to feed double the population of India. If the government tries to give some attention to the farming of India, it can really Pay off. And surely contribute in making the country economically strong. At the same time farmers will also be happy and less suicides will be commited.
(2). Our government is wasting some money in the programs like MANREGA and sarv siksha abhiyaan. Its good that they implement these but what's the point in giving the money to unemployed workers. Instead they can try to create some opportunity for them to work. If relate to point one then many unemployed workers will get busy in farming and some problem will get solved.
In sarv siksha abhiyaan, government provides food, bycycle and many to the students. Good, but why to those who can afford it. Why don't they try to improve the education system and concentrate on giving education to everyone. They can provide other facilities to those who really need and can't afford it. Better provide books. They can save a lot of money this way which can be utilised at Other places.
(3). Today government is actually running from their responsibilities. They are turning their heads to privatisation. Good points?? Only they know. By privatisation they are only reducing their income. At the same time their goodwill is also getting effected.
(4). Today government have allowed FDI in retailing which will surely effect the small businesses. But will it really improve the Indian economy? A big question for Indians like me. If they really want this to happen (economic improvement) than why not the government themselves set some retail shops in different parts of the country. The plus point is if they set the retail shops themselves and sell everything at market price than the people will surely buy it and the profits will add in the economy of India.
But in FDI retailing, we have to buy it from them and surely they will not share the profits with our government. Than what's the point in sending our money to foreign.
(5). They (govt.) are going to sell unused land. Why don't they set some plants on those and manufacture the goods of daily uses with better quality. It will surely increase the emloyement opportunity and at the same time it will add in the economy of India.
(6). Instead of pulling each others leg, if the politicians and we try not to steal and get the best from the resources which we have than very soon we will be the best in the world.
(7). In every election, they waste a lot of money in many ways. And after election they throw all The expenses on 'janata'. They can reduce this bu they don't do. why will they while they are big people. They forget that they are just the servants..of countrymen.
Our government is actually running from the responsibilities. They don't want to take it. They don't have time. All time they try to pull opposit sides leg or make fool out of 'janata'. Trouble we people from increasing prices now and then. Actually they dont have to pay for anything so why will they care.
Indians just expect our government to work properly and honestly. We want them to take responsibility. If they do, I am sure we will not need anyone to survive. We have the capacity to stand on our own. We have to improve our system and we will be able to help others instead of taking help from them.
Jay hind.

Bete ka dil.

Yun to main har subah jaldi uth jaata hu par aaj merI neend zara Der se khuli. Ya yun keh lijiye ki 4 ghante Der khuli. Main Av nityakarmo se nivrit ho, snan kar ke baahar nikla hi tha ki kisi ki aawaj Aai. Saayad wo daakiya tha. Main Thora achambhit sa ho gaya. Aaj ke jamaane me daakiya aur wo v chithhi lekar. Ye to kamal hi hk gaya. Us se v aascharya mujhe iss baat pe hua k iss phone aur mails ke jamaane me mere aise kaun se chahne waale ho gaye jinhone mujhe chithhi bheji hai. Koi baat nahi Pehle chithhi to le lu fir pata to chalna hi hai us subhchintak ke baare me.
Main baahar nikla to daakiya babu aaram se kursi pe baith kar akhbaar ka aanand le rahe the jaise ki ye unka hi ghar ho aur unhe kuchh kaam bacha na ho karne ke liye. Namastey daak babu, bare din baad dikhe aap to kabhi humari v khoj khabar v le liya karo, Maine puchha. Aur unka jawab v kuchh jana pehchana sa hi tha, aajkal chithhiya kaun bhejta hai sharma ji. Daftar me kaam nai to jaana aana v kam hi rehta hai. Sach v to tha,  iss chhote se Gaon ka daakghar kaha kaam me aata hai kisi ke. Wahan to log baith ke patte khela karte hain. Iss aadhunikta ne kuchh chijo ko to mitane ki hi thaan li ho jaise.
Maine un mahasay se wo apni chithhi le li Lekin dekha to wo kuchh purani si lagi par likhawat kuchh jaani pehchani si. Ye chithhi aapko kaha se mil gayi, Maine daak babu se puchhh hi liya. Kya batau bhai saahab, diwali aa rahi haI so aaj Daftar ki saaf safaai me laga tha aur ye aapke naam ki chithhi mujhe mil gayi. Socha ke aapko pahucha v dunga aur isi bahaane aspse mil v lunga aur main daura chala aaya. Unka jawab mujhe raas naa aaya, log sahi karte hain ab daak ka istemaal nahi karte hain. Kam se kam khabar to beech me kisi ki laparwahi ki wajah se nahi atak jaati. Gussa kar ke koi fayada v nahI tha. Maine aaram se chithi kholi, likhawat mere bade bete sanjay ki thi. Main us chithhi ko padhta chala gaya. Padhte padhte meri aankhe bhar aayi. Saayad wo paschataap ke aansu the. Saayad main apne khun ko kabhi samajh hi nahi paaya, iss baat ka dukh tha ya aakrosh ki ab main kuchh nahi kar sakta. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab saat saal Pehle Maine uski Saadi ki thi aur wo bina koi sawal Kiev meri baat Maana baitha tha Lekin kuchh udaas sa. Uski hansi kahi gayab si ho gayi thi. Kaas main uski udaasi ki wajah jaan pata uss din to aaj sab khus hote aur wo v Muskuraati raha hota. Kaas ye baat mujhe Pehle pata chal jaati ki mere bete ki khusi kisi aur me hai to main uski Saadi jarur uski pasand ki Larki se karwa deta. Usne to mujhe bas ek baar us Larki se milne ko kaha tha Lekin Main ye v na kar saka . Kaise karta, ye kambakht chithhi Jo aaj mili hai mujhe. Chhoti si galti jiski saja wo av v bhugat raha hai. Bina sikayat ke jiye jaa raha hai. Ab ho bhi kya sakta hai. Iss baat ko to saat saal beet chuke hain.
Mujhe ji bhar ke Khud ko kosne ko ji chaah raha tha.mujhe gussa aa raha tha, Khud pe ya daakiye pe ya sanjay pe, main ye tak samajh nahI paa raha tha. Kaas Usne ek baar kaha hota, kehta kaise ?Usne aaj tak mujhse sar uthakar baat bhi ki hai kya. Saari galti meri hi hai aur kuchh iss nikammi Dak vibhag ki bhi.
Aap ro rahe hai sharma ji, aisa kya hai iss chithhi me, daak babu ne puchha. Mujhe jawab sujha nahi. Maine Socha kuchh Der tak aur kaha ' ye ek bete ka dil hai Jo ek baap kabhi samajh naa paaya.' daak babu bas mujhe dekhte reh gaye.