INTERVIEW

    Again Rohan woke up early in the morning today. He brushed his tooth, took a bath and finished hi breakfast by 7 A.M. He is doing so from last sixteen days. Before that he used to sleep late in night and woke up by 10 A.M. But from last sixteen days or so he changed his routine completely. Now he goes to bed by 10 P.M. and wake up by 6 A.M. Now he is no more lazy like before. And this all was because the interviews. Now he want to work and take over the responsibility of the family carried by his father. And this was his sixteenth interview in a row. Last fifteen time he got rejected. It was not like he was not a suitable person for the posts but he does not have a reference sometimes and sometimes the seats are limited but he never  lost the patience and tried his best each time.

    Today also he went for the interview. He was the 54^th candidate for the interview today. After sitting four straight hours his name got announced. He entered the interview room. He was sitting in front of a lady and a man of about 35 years. The first question they asked to him was if he have any reference or not. Rohan thought that today also they are not considering him coz he don’t have any reference. But he didn’t lost his confidence. They asked a lot of question after that and Rohan answered all of them confidently. He got out of the interview room thinking that he has made this.

    He went to home. He directly sat on his computer to check his mail box. The mailbox was showing  one mail from the same company which he given the interview today. He got delighted and thought that this must be the offer letter. He clicked on the mail and got freeze after reading. The mail was like this “ we are very sorry to inform you that you are not selected for the post you have given the interview today. We have considered your resume, and will let you know if company needs some people next time. Thanks for coming and all the best for the future.”

   Rohan was the only son of his parents and all the hopes of his family was on him only. His father gave him all the support to reach here and they were expecting Rohan to support them in these difficult moments. But Rohan  was helpless here. He couldn’t even manage a job till. He got depressed thinking all the thing in world. He was feeling to cry but couldn’t. Their was no one to give him a shoulder or consolidate him. He was all alone in this big world.  He thought that he was not of any use. So he decided to quit.

   He wrote a suicide note and went to the terrace of the building. He was ready to jump. Suddenly the face of his mother and father came onto his mind. They were crying like anything on his body. He felt disgusted from himself. How can he leave them crying. No, he will not. He will give them happiness of their life. He decided to try until he gets succeed. He torn the note and blew in the air. He will struggle.

    He was walking towards a new beginning.

   

LOVE ON THE PHONE

   She was talking on the phone, walking all alone thinking that no one is watching her. But he was looking at her and thinking of the person on the other side and trying to listen what she is talking. She was smiling and he was thinking that why she is smiling and at the same time he felt good seeing her refreshing smile. She was looking here and there that is someone coming or not without knowing that he is following her. And he was going jealous of the person whom she was talking with her without any reason. She was laughing on the phone but he felt that destiny is laughing at him. He thought to ask her that to whom she is talking but how and why? He didn’t got any answer. Yes of course he loved her but who is he to ask her such question. No he will not ask her. He assumed that she is talking to her (girl) friend and felt good. He now was enjoying her talk on the phone. He smiled each and every time she smiled, laughed each and every time she laughed, never thinking of the person on the other side.  He loved each and every time she talked on the phone. He waited to see her on the phone more then anything.

   One day he waited and waited till the night but she didn’t come and talked to anyone. He felt sad. Next day also the same thing happened. This went for more some days. Now he thought that may be she is committed with someone whom she used to talk on the phone and stopped thinking about her.

   One day early morning he saw her again but he felt that she is not happy. He felt that she has cried a lot. But why, he didn’t know. He felt guilt though he was not. She looked at him and he felt that she is trying to say something. So he decided to talk her any how.

   They met in the park that evening. He went to her and asked her that why is she so sad. She looked at him, starred at him and started punching him softly like a punching bag. She hugged him and started crying.  He hugged her back. Now both were crying. After some moment he asked her that what happened, why is she crying. She said that it’s because him. Boy thought what has he done. He never thought to hurt her. She said that she loves him and he ignored it so she is crying. He said that he thought she love some one else whom she used to talk on the phone. She said she didn’t talk to any one on the phone. She was acting so to get him jealous. She was thinking that he will talk to her after getting jealous because she knew that he loves her.  Now boy started crying thinking that he let her girl cry, he hurt her. He said sorry to that and also that he also love her very much. After that day they met each and every day.

   Now she talks on phone on the same place, smiling walking and laughing. He also feels good and do the same but without hiding. They now talk to each other on the phone. They smile at each other.

Am I In Love…….?????

Love…. this is the most important and most amazing word in the world. Every bit of existence is related to this word. Every bit of relations, each and every thing which exist is related to the word love.  Either you love someone or something or don’t. But I am very confused from last one months regarding my love life which actually does not exist.  Every time only one question revolves in my mind “do I love her?”. I never got an answer. After thinking a lot suddenly one more question arose in my mind that do I really know what is love? And again I found no answer. That means  if I don’t know what is love then how can I be in love? But it is technical. If think logical then it is possible but in my case I don’t know what it is.

   When I saw her I liked that cute face. I thought I am falling in love with her. I kept following her. I used to waste whole lot of time to just get a glimpse of her. And if sometime she looked at me then without any confusion I assumed that at least she also likes me. I collected every bit of information about her but without asking anyone but till I don’t know that much about her. I saw her in each and every dream, each and every night. But still I don’t know that I love her or not. I think of her 24* 7, I fallen in love each and every time I saw her and her cute face and her cute smile but was that love or just ii liked that. I lost myself whenever she came in front of me, in her eyes, in her cute smile, in her cute face. I stammered each and every time I talked to her in dreams but never talked to her in reality.

    Every day I woke up and decided to talk her any way. I wasted a lot of time to find her every day. Either I couldn’t find her or if I saw then I didn’t make to even wave my hand and say hello…. My heart beat goes three times faster each and every time I saw her. My heart came in mouth after just a feeling that she is around. She is just by my side but very far from me.

   I forget my every tension when I see her.  Whenever I tried to ignore her, I just couldn’t. I don’t want to even look at her sometimes but when she comes in front of me, my eyes just glued to her like she has a magnet in her eyes, in her face, in her smile.   I don’t even want to talk to her but each and every time I see her, want to say her, what I feel. I want to ask her the most important question of the world which has the smallest positive answer. Every time my eyes wanted to say her that I love her, I want to spent my whole life with her, I just want to look into her eyes for my life time, I want to see that most amazing smile which get me recharged for till the end of my life, I want to follow her without even asking her that where is she going, I just want to say that I will keep her deep in my heart and save her from every difficulty, I want to give her whole the happiness of world, I  will not die without her but I cant also live without her. But I never had that courage to say these to her.  I want to walk with her for each and every step I take.  I want to feel her each and every moment I live.   But is this possible I wondered. I am confused enough to think or not to think about her.

     Still I don’t know that is this love or something else. If this is not love then I will love to fall in love again and again with her.

I don’t know what she is. But she can be my life.

IS LOVE REALLY BLIND???????

Is love really blind? This question left me thinking but still I don’t have an answer. Think of some examples.. When a 16 year girl falls in love with a 32 year boy then people say that see love is blind. When a 40 year lady falls in love with a 24 year boy den some say “love is blind”. If a person falls for a handicapped den also people say love is blind. If a rich girl falls for a poor or vice versa then d parents says d same. And lastly a couple which doesn’t fall in above mentioned category then also the same thing that love is blind. Some times due to their unmatched height or complexion or any other things. Ultimately each and every time some one falls for other then blame goes to love that love is blind. Bt why, where d blindness come in to the picture...if two people are in love then how can love be blind...people think from there mind and blames love...but at d same time why do they forget that in love mind doesn’t take part...and if some1 loves a person with mind then how can that be love.. love doesn’t see d people but d hearts...Love always see from the heart and thinks from the heart...then how can be love blind... sometime or the other eyes can b wrong but you cant change wrong into right from eyes. But heart always sees the reality. If some time it got wrong then it has the power to change wrong into right with love. Love has the power to change a criminal into a mango people, love can change two biggest enemies into best friends... Love can even give a dying person some more days to live...then how can love be blind...it can never be...impact love can be the reason to live for a people or whole world.

When a parent forces his child to marry an unknown person or a person which is not perfect for him or her, that is real blindness. Look around you will find many examples. When a parent shows a wrong path to his child that is a real blindness. When a father forces to do some 1 other then his or her interest, that is the real blindness... But people don’t say that they are blind. But blames love each and every time they get a chance.

 Love exists in many forms here and each and every form is pure like anything and innocent like a new born baby. Yes, there are some people who interprets love in wrong but where there is true love that can never change....the distance or d closeness can never change true love...if does so then that can never be true love....its a feeling of heart that can never b destroyed...as time passes it get more stronger...peoples eye grows and at some point of time but love grows and get more stronger... In love some1 don’t see his or her own happiness.. Every time it tries to make happy others...den how can it b blind... It makes life easier then how can it be blind... It makes piece in d world den how can it b blind... Its greater then all the feelings ... Its not the thing that can be sold or brought... It makes the relations stronger... If there is not love in any relation, the relationship cant go on whatever the relation is may be parents child, brother sisters, or any other type of relations... 
Love is truth., but still I don’t understand why people say love is blind...
We should respect each and every type of love coz it makes life beautiful and more beautiful.

 So live and love. And never say that love is blind....

Where is hindi going.....

Where is “Hindi”? This is really a very big question today. Have it lost its place of most spoken language in India or the people don’t know the importance of our national language. It’s not like that we should not know or use other language but at the same time we should also not ignore our own language which is HINDI.

I personally know some people who does not know Hindi but other languages and also don’t feel that they should know it. Some people don’t even respect it. All they care for is English. People start teaching their child English from the age of 4 – 6 but don’t even care that they are learning their national language or not. Our social life has got divided according to the people’s  spoken language now. If someone don’t know English or prefer to speak Hindi then the English spoken people ( like to call them standard people) say them low standard or people with no class.  But I don’t think that speaking our own language other then others is having no class. Its necessary to know English but one should use that only when it is needed, not everywhere to show off. Visit any book store or outlet and look for some Hindi books. Either you will not get it or you will find a self in some corner of the shop, but if you will look around you will find all the self full of the books written in English and some other languages. Once there was writers like Munsi Premchand , Sarat Chandra chattopadhyay and others  who gave so much to Hindi but today no one knows a single writers name who writes In Hindi. Its not like we have not enough talent, but either they are afraid of writing due to the situation or if some writes they don’t reach to the people. I don’t understand this. Do the people of England, America or other countries learn our language or if they do so, do they use it every time. Then why should we do?

    Hindi is gone like a prisoner in his own house. Who is responsible for this? It’s a big question. But we should do whatever we can do for improving the situation. After all it’s our culture and we should protect it…..!

    हमारी  राष्ट्रभाषा,हमारी संस्कृति धीरे धीरे कहीं गुम होती जा रही है.

Now its our responsibility to protect and fight for this…….

जय हिन्द, जय हिन्दी………….