2012 for me

2012 is going to end in some more hours and 2013 is about to bigin. If analyzes the ending year, it was a good one for me. Though it was not up to what I expected it to be but at the same time, it doesn't go your way everytime. At the end I am happy for what the year gave me.
Till yesterday, like everyone I was also complaining about this year. 'The year was a bad one for ' I said a lot of times without even realising the positives. I was feeling sad. But at the time I turned towards the positives, a million dollar smile ran over my face.
I went jobless this year again. I went love less this year again. Many things again didn't came my way as I wanted. These were the enough reason to be sad. And I was. But in these moments of sadness, I discovered my passion for writing. I came to know my capabilities.
I took the pen and I realized that I was good at it. Soon I finIshed writing a lot of pages. Though not any of my works got published but one of the novel got selected by one of the biggest publishing house of India for publication. This was one of my biggest achievement this year. Even one of my poems got published in one of the known newspaper. Enough reason to be happy.
It was bad that I was far from some of my friends but at the same time they were never far from my heart. My friends were my biggest support throughout the year. They are the one who knows how to get best out of me. They are the one who motivates me. I can proudly say that they are my friends. And I love Them all.
I started hating the one whom I loved. But couldn't continue doing so. She was never with me. She was never by my side. But I can't curse her for that. She was the inspiration of my life and I want to thank her for that. May be she hates me but I have every good for her. Hope she will keep smiling and inspiring me.
My parents and family were loving and caring like always. I can proudly say that they are my parents and I love them all.
I want to thank every person who made my life beautiful or gave me a chance to learn from my mistakes.
Coming at the end of the year, it made me a bit sad. Last one odd months were shameful for all of us. I can't change what happened with some of the girls in our country but we can surely take a step forward to make a change in future. Hope that every one starts respecting each other and no more such incident will take place. I wish I could change everything.
I had some misunderstanding and a cold war with one of my friends. He took me wrong or may be I took him wrong. I want to tell every one with whom I had a fight once that 'I love them '.
I want to tell them all who thinks that it was a bad year for him or her, just find the one reason and smile for that it happened.
Wish you a very happy new year.