You Made me learn

I don't know why,

And how,

You entered my lonely world,

When I was loving it.

And I let you walk in,

The privacy of my heart,

Even when I never liked,

To be disturbed.

I don't know why,

When you looked at me,

I felt like there's a whole world,

In there, deep in your eyes.

The world which made me learn,

Learn to live,

Learn to love,

And learn to fly.

I remember,

When you held my finger,

And I started toddling,

In this totally new world.

I fell,

I got hurt,

But I didn't give up,

As you were always there for me.

You trusted me,

And made me trust.

You taught me,

And made me learn life. 

Quarreling, Obeying,

Getting scolded sometimes,

I grew up holding you,

In you, and in your sight.

And now,

I am totally new.

You are living in me,

And I am breathing in you.

Something beats in me,

Taking your name.

My heart knows,

Nothing but you and only you.

Now I am afraid of loneliness,

Which was once my small world.

I am scared,

Of looking beyond you.

I don't deny,

The darkness haunts me.

But it's only true,

When I don't find myself beside you.

Hey Angel,

I wanna see each evening till the evening of my life,

With you,

Walking by my side.

I wanna look into your eyes,

And say thanks for making me worth,

And confess one last time that I Love You,

Lying in your lap when I die.

Kundan Jha Vidyarthy

Women - The World

When we say ‘Women’, we just don’t say a word but a whole world. The world which creates you! The world which feeds you and grows you up! The world which saves you when in danger! The world which shows you the right path to walk upon! The world which showers all the love on to you! She takes up on various roles and still never does a mistake and never forgets any of the responsibility she has taken. No matter how bad situation she is in, still she doesn’t ever complain.

You remember the day when you and your mother went for shopping and you asked for a toy? Your mother said ‘No’ and you went sad. You didn’t shout like another kid. Just kept quite! And when you came home, your mother gave you the same toy which you wanted. Did you think how and why? No, as a kid we never think about such activities. We just enjoy, but today I would like to tell you that your mother returned the perfumed she needed badly to buy that toy, just to put a smile on your face. Can you do the same for your mother? No, we don’t have that big a heart! We are not the image of the god send on the earth to spread love and happiness. They are! Mothers are god, I believe! Not just a mother, but every woman is another form of god. Sometimes as a sister and sometimes as a daughter! And sometimes as a wife! She tries her best to protect you, to love you and to make you feel of your existence. She sacrifices for your happiness without even bothering about hers.

And in return what we do? Have you ever thought about this? No, you don’t have that much of a time to sit and think about your mother, your daughter, your wife and your sisters and the sacrifices they made just for you, just to see you happy. Hold a minute here! This is the time to ask you a simple question. Do you respect them actually? I know your instant answer would be ‘Of course, I do’. But wait! Do you mean this? If yes, then why you tease a girl on the road! Why do you cheat on your wife or slap her or shout at her sometimes? Why you leave your mother when she needs you the most? Why you don’t understand the emotion of your sister and your daughter?

I know you don’t have any answer actually, you have just excuses. You are right, what you are thinking right now about these questions is nothing but the excuses. Excuses your mind makes, like every time. However, when you ask your heart, you will feel it inside. You will feel what I wanted to make you feel, what is correct.

I just want us, to respect them and every other problem related to them will be over I believe. Just respect the world you live in, the world you need the most. 

Broken By You

Standing in the street,

Where no one can be seen,

Under the hot sun,

Trying to find the pieces of my heart,

I don’t know where it fell,

When you left it,

And turned away,

Without even seeing the fate of the broken heart.

Heart,

 Which was not mine,

From the time,

I have started understanding love,

I happily got robbed,

When I first saw your beautiful soul,

And from that moment,

I just haven’t seen myself.

I have seen you,

In every mirror,

And in everything,

Which came across my eyes.

Like my eyes is blind enough,

To see anything beyond you,

Like no one else exist in this beautiful world,

Which is so because of your smile.

But now,

As you are gone,

Leaving me alone in this cruel world,

I want my heart back.

What if it is broken,

What if it doesn’t belongs to me,

I want to treasure it forever,

As it’s lucky enough to be with you unlike me.

I want to hear,

The stories of the time when you were together,

And the details of your face,

When you sleep every night.

I want to feel,

The beats of your heart through mine,

And to see you,

In the every pieces of my broken heart.

Kundan vidyarthy

मन की बातें 5

वो डूबता,
सा सूरज,
तनहा ही डूबता है ।
फिर भी,
सुबह निकलकर,
रौशन जहाँ करेगा ।। कुंदन ।।

रह रहके,
टीस उठती है,
रह रहके,
दिल तरपता है ।
जब याद,
तेरी आती है,
पलकों से,
लहू बहता है ।। कुंदन ।।

हर शौक,
हर तमन्ना,
तेरी आँखों से,
शुरू होती है ।
तेरी पलकों पे हो,
सुबह मेरी,
तेरी पलकों पे शाम होती है ।। कुंदन ।।

जीवन में,
सिर्फ मैंने,
काले अँधेरे,
देखे हैं ।
अब खौफ का,
ये आलम है,
इस रौशनी से,
डरता हूँ ।। कुंदन ।।

सोचना,
सोचकर फिर,
बताना मुझे ।
मेरे,
पलकों के आसूँ,
समझ पाओगे ??
कह रहे हो,
के मुझको ,
संभालोगे तुम ।
अपने क़दमों ,
से पर क्या ,
संभल पाओगे ??

हवा में बिखरना,
उलझ कर सुलझना ।
तेरी उँगल में,
फसना निकलना ।।
बहुत खूब आता है,
तेरी इन लटों को ।
दिलों पे बिजुल सी,
बनकर बरसना ।। कुंदन ।।

मन की बातें ४

चलो उड़ चलें,
एक परिंदे सा,
नीले आसमां पे,
बेख़ौफ़ होकर,
बादलों से भी ऊपर,
और ऊपर ।
जहां ,
ना सरहदें हैं,
न पाबंदियां,
बस जो है,
वो अपना सा है,
अपना एक पूरा आसमां ।। कुंदन ।।

गर ये खता है,
तो हां,
मैंने कर ली मोहब्बत ।
कर दिया किसी के नाम,
अपना दिल,
अपनी जान और अपनी साँसे ।।
अब तो बस,
मैं इंतज़ार में हूँ,
उनके आने का ।
के वो आए,
मुझे अपनाएँ,
या फिर मुझे सजा दे जुदाई का ।। कुंदन विद्यार्थी ।।

यूं न रूठो ,
इन हवाओ से,
और अपनी मुस्कराहट से ।
मेरी आँखों में देखो,
के मैं,
तेरा खतावार हूँ ।।
चाहे टूट कर,
चाह लो या,
तोड़ जाओ दिल को मेरे ।
के मैं,
तेरा,
तेरे सजा का हकदार हूँ ।। कुंदन विद्यार्थी ।।

तेरा अक्स,
दिल में,
यूँ सजा हुआ है,
के जैसे,
एक मंदिर में,
प्रेम की प्रतिमूर्ति ।
और मैं,
एक पुजारी सा,
तेरे दर पे,
हर सांस में,
तेरा ही नाम,
लिए जा रहा हूँ ।। कुंदन ।।

टूटकर,
इश्क में,
दिल ने चाहा तुझे ।
तुम मगर,
तोड़कर,
फिर इसे चल पड़े ।।
रास्तों से खफा,
इस कदर,
तुम हुए ।
अपने वादों,
से मुंह,
मोड़कर चल दिए ।। कुंदन ।।

मन की बातें 3

सब्र का बाँध,
टूटता सा चला जाता है,
तुझे देखकर ।
और मेरा मन,
तेरी आँखों के नीले समंदर में,
डूब जाने को मचल उठता है ।
कुछ इस कदर,
ये डूब सा,
जाना चाहता है,
के फिर,
जीना भी तेरी आँखों में,
मरना भी तेरी आँखों में ।। कुंदन ।।

अच्छा लगता है

अच्छा लगता है,
जब तुम,
मेरे सामने होती हो ।
और निगाहें उठाकर,
कभी मुझे तो कभी,
झुकी पलकों से जमीं को निहारती हो ।।
अच्छा लगता है,
तुम्हारा मुस्कुराना,
और तुम्हारा खिलखिलाना ।
हवा के थपेड़ो से,
तेरे गेसुओं का,
घटाओं की तरह लहराना ।।
अच्छा लगता है,
जब मेरे क़दमों से,
कदम मिलाकर साथ चलती हो ।
और अनजाने ही,
अपनी उंगलियों के कोने से,
मेरी हथेलियाँ छेड़ जाती हो ।।
अच्छा लगता है,
तुम्हारा मुझे,
मेरी गलतियों पे डांटना ।
के दिल करता है,
के हर बार,
गलतियां करता रहूँ ।।
तेरा मुझे सताना,
और फिर,
मुझे मनाना ।
परदे के कोने से,
हल्का सा,
इशारा कर जाना ।।
चुपके से खाबों में आना,
और फिर,
मेरी नींदों को हौले से चुराना ।
फिर प्यारी सी,
थपकियो से,
मुझे सुलाना अच्छा लगता है ।।
ये वादियाँ,
ये नज़ारे,
और ये ख़ामोशी भी ।
तुम हो तो,
सबकुछ,
अच्छा लगता है ।।
कुंदन विद्यार्थी

मन की बातें 2

थाम कर,
मेरा हाथ,
चलो उस जहाँ में,
जहां सिर्फ तुम होगी,
और मैं होऊंगा,
और हमारा प्यार होगा,
दरम्यां हमारे ।
जहां तुम कहोगी,
और मैं सुनूंगा,
और मेरी नज़रों में,
सिर्फ और सिर्फ,
तुम्हारा अक्स होगा ।
आओ चलो,
बादलों पे सवार होकर,
चलो बादलों की दुनियाँ में,
जहां बादलों का,
घर बनाकर,
बादलों से ही खेला करेंगे ।। कुंदन

मन की बातें - 1

तू शौक से कह देना,
के तुझे मुझसे मोहब्बत नहीं है,
पर उस से पहले दुआ कर ले,
के मैं बहरा हो जाऊं ।
के मैं अंधा हो जाऊं,
और तू हाथ थाम लेना,
किसी और का,
मेरे सामने ही ।।
तू चाहती अगर है,
के मुझे बुरा ना लगे,
के मैं तुझसे फिर कभी,
अपने प्यार का इजहार न करू ।
तो ए मेरे खुदा,
उठा हाथ,
और कह दे उस खुदा से,
के वो मेरी सांसे आखिरी कर दे ।। कुंदन ।।

The poetry of God

When I see you,
I see some words,
Beautifully carved,
Floating in the air.
Like the poetry of God,
Which the world wants to hear,
Like a very old song,
Still melodious and refreshing.

I see and I try,
To touch it with my fingers,
To feel you,
To sing you.
But Ah!
My hands are shrinking,
Suddenly I am going deaf,
or, it has stopped blowing suddenly?

                                            Kundan Vidyarthy

Love

Love is when you talk to hours and still the conversation is not over. Love is when you sit silently together and still enjoy it. Love is when no matter how angry or sad you are, you feel better together. Its when you can't see the sad face of each other and try every possible way to make each other smile. Love is when no matter how much you quarrel but very next moment you talk it is solved. It is when cry for each other and smile for each other. It is when you quarrel for each other and you protect each other. You enjoy the nonsense talls sometimes and sometimes go serious without a reason. Love is when you look into each others eyes and suddelny forgets to talk. Love is when you feel happiest together and saddest when apart. Love is when you find each others name at the top when stuck in a problem. Love is when you anonymously walks to each other, exchange few words and gets back to your busy schedule. It is when you feel that you can spend your whole life with each other happily. Love is when you share every little thing with each other and feel happy after sharing it. Love is when you can't imagine a life without each other. Love is when no matter how imperfect you are you feel perfect together.
Love is not just a word and don't have a specific definition. It is just a feeling which cant be defined. There is not any reason for falling in love. You just fall. Some times you know it and sometimes you dont. Sometimes you think you are in love but you are not actually in love. And sometimes very opposit happens. You strongly think that you are not in love but actually the fact is you are in love and you don't know it. Its about the comfortness we share with each other. Its not about just talking dirty with each other. Its not about getting physical or kissing or hugging but its about the bond you share with each other. Even intimation doesn't have any meaning if you are not comfortable or not in love with each other.
Sometimes love can change you. Change for good only. It makes you stronger and the weaker at the same time. Love makes you strong enough to do anything for each other and weak enough to make you cry even on the thought of getting apart. Love is about walking together and supporting each other in any kind of situation. Love is about absorbing each and every drop of pain from each others life. Love is love and this is the only thing which completes you and your life. This is the only thing which keeps you actually alive. If you are with the one you love you can acheive anything. Even impossible seems possible when your love is holding your hand. Love gives you immense power to do anything for each other and protect each other.
Love never happens with a soul or a body. Love is the connection between two beautiful hearts. Love binds two people for life in which one can never even think of hurting other for any reason. In love only love is there. Nothing holds more priority than love when you are actually truely in love.
So fall in love and make your life beautiful. Understand what you feel and do accordiblngly. If you love someone, say it today coz you never know if you will see a next day! You never know you will get another chance! You never know you get another life!
Remember, very few people gets a second chance so make your first chance count. Love and live happily together forever.

ग़म का साथ

हर कोई दिल को तोड़ चला,
जब साया भी संग छोड़ चला,
तब हाथ पकड़ कर मेरा फिर,
जिसने चलना सिखलाया है ।
उस ग़म का साथ निभाना है,
जिस ग़म ने मुझे अपनाया है ।।

सूनी राहें,
खाली बाहें ।
सूखी नयनों की,
बरसातें ।।
टूटे सपने ,
छूटे अपने ।
रह गयी तो बस,
रूठी यादें ।।
उस याद को क्यूँ मैं याद करूँ,
बरसात में प्यासा क्यूँ तरसूं ,
बस यही सोच मैं जीता हूँ,
अब दर्द ही दर्द मैं पीता हूँ ।।
जिसने पथराई अखियों से,
नींदों को दूर भगाया है ।
उस ग़म का साथ निभाना है,
जिस ग़म ने मुझे अपनाया है ।।

दो कदम चला,
जिन राहों पर ।
वो राहें भी,
संग छोड़ गयीं ।।
जिस मंजिल की,
मुझे चाहत थी ।
वो भी मुझसे,
जब खेल गयी ।।
तो उन राहों पर क्यूँ पैर धरू ,
मंजिल की तरफ कैसे जाऊं,
बस तन्हाई में जीता हूँ,
अपने जख्मों को सीता हूँ ।।
जिसने मेरे क़दमों को फिर,
एक अलग ही राह दिखाया है ।
उस ग़म का साथ निभाना है,
जिस ग़म ने मुझे अपनाया है ।।

कुछ कांटे थे,
कुछ पत्थर थे ।
कुछ हाथी दांत से,
खंजर थे ।।
जिसको मैं फूल,
समझता था ।
वो तो बाणों से,
बदतर थे ।।
फिर क्यूँ अब चोट सहूँ दिल पर,
फिर क्यूँ न अड़ जाऊं जिद पर,
के अबकी लौट ना पाऊंगा,
के अब ना धोखा खाऊंगा ।।
जीवन भर साथ निभाने का,
जिसने विश्वास जताया है ।
उस ग़म का साथ निभाना है,
जिस ग़म ने मुझे अपनाया है ।। कुंदन ।।

Let's walk together

Lets walk together,
Till where the sun sets,
To see where it goes,
And to know whether it rests.
Lets walk together,
To the other end of the moon,
To see who's there,
And to feel the pain of it's smiling face.
Lets walk together,
On the road,
Where there is no footprint,
To feel the loneliness of the unvisited place.
Lets walk together,
To the places where only you will be there,
And I will be there looking into your eyes,
Where we can spend our life undisturbed.
   kundan vidyarthy

I see you.

I see you,
Like I see life,
Very beautiful,
And refreshing.
Like the flower of the morning,
With dew drops on it,
Like the first ray of light,
And the first drop of rain.
I see life,
Like I see you with me,
Till the end of the sight,
Holding my hand,
And walking with me.
sometimes crying,
Sometimes laughing,
But together always,
Sharing Joy and pain.
I see you,
Like I see myself in your eyes,
And then I see,
You and me,
Playing a game where no one lose,
Everywhere there is happiness in that lane.

Do like the page of my debut novel at facebook.com/theangellove
 Kundan Vidyarthyy. 

The friends

Today is friendship day. Though, not everyone is here with me to celebrate the day together. But, wherever they are, I wish them a very happy friendship day. I promise them that I am always there for my friends. No matter how bad a situation I am stuck in, if they need me I will stand by their side to be a support.
   I have very few countable friends. But everyone is a gem. Not because they are my friends, but everyone of them is a very good human being.
There are times when we are together and we enjoy every moment of being together. We laugh and sometimes we get sad together. Sometimes we eat together and if any of us is not hungry, automatically we all starts feeling not to eat. Sometimes we get drunk together and do hukka (smoke) together. Even we cry together. Such special is our friendship.
   And if we are not together, we miss each other every moment. No matter how sad or happy we are, but we miss each other very much. Sometimes we run out of time and we stay out of touch for weeks. No phone calls and no meetings. But these things are not enough to affect our friendship. In fact, nothing can affect it. Our bond is so strong. And it will go stronger.
  I won't mention your name here coz you know that who you are. Thank you very much for being a part of my life. For making me smile whenever I am sad and for getting sad with me sometime. You all are special people. I love you all. I miss you all. Be same always. Thanks.
    Kundan jha.